Oops

I recently had one of those "what was I thinking?" occasions.

Here's the background. I was scanning my usual blogs while listening to the news. I heard these snippits of a news story "Mormon mom making enough money on her blog for herself and her husband to stay at home." Sounds cool, right? I was already logged on and just added her to my fun reads right along with my current obsessions, bolt and pw, and thought I would read her blog in detail the following day. A week or so had gone by and I just got around to reading her blog yesterday and was horrified. She was raised Mormon and now calls herself "a recovering Mormon". What was I thinking...not reviewing something before I linked it? I'm so sorry if anyone read that link and thought I support that site. I'm so so sorry. If you didn't just pretend this entry doesn't exist. I obviuosly can't handle the responsibilties of publishing my own blog.

I'm going to go read the Ensign now.

Now I'm the one in tears.

Why did I watch the game last night until the very last bloody painful second? Ryan was yelling at the tv, I was giggling at him yelling at the tv. If you don't know Ryan, he doesn't show a lot of emotion. You really have to pry to figure out how he's feeling...unless he's talking about the two things he loves the most the Utah Jazz and me. Ha ha. Seriously, emotion like I have never seen flooded out of him last night. I've always loved to watch the Jazz, but watching games with Ryan is beyond fun. Even if the Jazz are losing, Ryan is still entertaining. I hope they finish things off on Friday night.

Liz and Bob still don't have a name picked out. I do need to inform everyone that she gave birth to a 9 lb baby NAUTRAL. Yes, your eyes do not deceive you, she chose to go all natural. Lucky Jack, the only blondie in the family. I'll post pics as soon as they email me some. I don't know when she'll be updating and she has given me permission to give all the details.

He's arrived!

I don't want to steal my sister's thunder of announcing her new baby, so I'm just informing that he weighs 9lbs and looks like a Rose.

Viktor and Rolf Flowerbomb

This is the parfum I wore on my wedding day. It is the most delicious parfum on the face of the earth. Next time you find yourself at the fragrance counter and can't decide on what to sample, give it a try. You won't be disappointed. It's pricey, but what good parfum isn't, right?

Anytime now...

My sissie has been at the hospital since 6am this morning to have her baby. I thought number 4 would practically slide out. Not to take anything away from childbirth, it's seriously my biggest fear. I know that pioneer women had babies on the trail then got up and kept walking, I know gazillions of women have given birth in the past, I know that I have been born in a time that modern medicine should give me some comfort, but I am deathly afraid to give birth. More afraid than tsunami's (Liz's biggest fear is a tsunami, maybe I should tell her she lives in the prairie), earthquakes, fires, having a stranger break into my house while Ryan is gone at guard, even petting zoos and they REALLY scare me. Now...what was I saying? Oh yeah, my sister, the hospital and her un-named baby boy, the stubborn little bugger. I wish I could be there with her but I'm not. Boo hoo. I wish her the best of luck! I can't wait to meet my new nephew. I hope I like him as much as I like the other three. Just kidding, I know I'll want to keep him for my own. Maybe I can talk my sister into having a baby for me, hers are just so good looking AND smart. If anyone has ever seen March of the Penguins there's a scene where one penguin is sneaking up on another penguin to steal her baby, I can relate. But what am I thinking, I AM married to Ryan Herschal Garff after all. I just love Liz's kids so much, it's unreal. It's funny how much love we're capable of. I never thought I could love so many people as much as I do. I ramble, I know. I use bad grammar and punctuation, I know that too. Atleast I used the right number of o's in too.

Love ya' sis! Not that you're even reading this.